Strong yet brittle.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Its quite upset to see people writing in their blogs the gifts their parents will be giving them because of their good results. I am not blaming my parents or anything because I know they want to reward me but they couldn't. I was about to cry when my dad told me "Sorry dear, we want to reward you but we couldn't". I cried because I am so touched by my dad's words. My mum told me that my results is the greatest console to her. She can finally be proud of something in the whole family because as compared to my uncles and aunties, my parent's education level and income is the lowest which made the rest look down on them sometimes. I once told my mum that my only motivation to study is to get a job with good salary so that they can get out of those life. I understand why my mum wanted me to go to jc because she wanted me to be nearer to my goals. I don't blame her. I remembered those times when I stayed up to study and she accompanies me. I remembered how worried the both of them were when I stayed in school to study till 9 pm. Those messages my dad sent to encourage me to be strong. I just wanna say thank you to the both of them. I will continue to work hard so that they will never be looked down again. (:

everything comes to an end at 10:52 PM.

Those lies were the only memories you left for me.

everything comes to an end at 10:27 PM.

Sunday, January 04, 2009

Our love is so strong but yet brittle.

Just woke up and came back from class chalet.
Oh my, I didn't sleep for the whole night can you imagine? Its like my first time okay.
The 6 of us, Laopa, Kenny, Xhiwei, Elaine, Zhuona and me didn't sleep for the whole night.
And guess what's the thing that keep me awake for the whole night?
That is.... MAHJIONG! XD
I suddenly so addicted to mahjiong. (: Haha. Okay. Overall, Class chalet is fun nah.
Thanks people for making it so fun ah. (:

Nana, Sorry for making you drop your tears too. I was actually very shocked when I saw you like this but I can't seem to say any consoling words. Sorry ah. But really thanks for the hug and etc. I know you wanted me to feel better and you really manage to. (:

Elaine, yiwen and huiying, thanks to your too. Your words really enlighten me somehow. Thank you! (:

everything comes to an end at 5:44 PM.

Friday, January 02, 2009

I caught the wrong signs again.
Why does it happen to me always?

everything comes to an end at 12:03 PM.