Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Huiying asks me to blog.
Just came back from malaysia over the weekend for the 49 days thing. Took bus on friday night and home on sunday morning. Just 1 day in malaysia but i felt that day is good. Or should I say there's good and bad. Good thing is had loads of fun with my uncles, aunts and cousins. Bad thing is, we came to my grandpa's house to pray and all my 4 aunts were crying. My cousins quickly ask me to go out from the house as the 3 of us knew that if we stay there longer, we will soon be crying with them. And one of my this aunt told us that we must face reality that my grandpa will never be back. We will never be able to be like in the past, chatting with him and seeing him when we missed him. We can now look at the photos of him when we missed him. What she said is right, we should really cherish things around us. Maybe when things really happen to you, you will then learn to cherish. Maybe when you had regretted something before, you will then learn to cherish. I was wondering if my grandpa had forgotten all of us already? I hope not. I want him to remember that he had loads of children and grandchildren loving and missing him. I'm not going to say if time could return, I'm just going to say I'll try my best to cherish everyone around me. My friends, family.... Yes, maybe after this year, me and girlfriends will proceed to different paths but for the next 6 months, cherish the time we have so that we will not regret in the future. I'm looking forward to 28/7 when all the family members will be going back malaysia. I'm sure it would be a nice trip although there will be tears but they would be simply tears of misses and not tears of regret anymore.
Grandpa, I miss and love you (:
everything comes to an end at 6:12 PM.
