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Changed back to public already. Don't ask me why I did that. I mysef don't even know what's the reason. But anyway, life has been hectic these few weeks. I just need a break, like seriously from everything. And I want everything to be back to the past for my family. Why are all these things happening?


Haha. Uploaded photos taken with dearest when he came back to Singapore. :D Haha. I know its very late of me to upload but I am really busy. I still have to upload the pictures I taken with my class. Haha. Anyway, dearest went back for about 3 weeks. Really miss him lots. Life without him is so meaningless but luckily I got Zhiler, Doreen, Clique and Lydia for company. :D






OMG! MY COUSIN REPRESENT SINGAPORE IN THE ASIAN YOUTH GAMES IN THE FIBA 33. SHE'S THE YOUNGEST IN THE TEAM & THE WHOLE FAMILY WAS LIKE SO SHOCKED BECAUSE WE THOUGHT SHE ONLY TOOK BASKETBALL AS HER HOBBY & DIDN'T KNOW HER BASKETBALL SKILL IS SO GOOD!

CLICK HERE TO GET HER PROFILE!
http://www.ayg2009.sg/page/Basketball/AthleteProfilesDetail/0,,12804~1654923,00.html

HAHA. & YOU KNOW WHAT, MY AUNT KNOW ABOUT THIS THING, SHE CALLED MY DAD TO ASK ABOUT THE MATCH.

MY AUNT: WHERE WILL THE FIRST MATCH BE HELD?
DAD: AT ANGLICAN HIGH SCHOOL, & SHE WILL BE COMPETING WITH CHINA.
MY AUNT: HUH? SHE GO CHINA JUST TO PLAY THE MATCH?
DAD: *LAUGHING*

THEN MY DAD STARTED TO MAKE FUN OF MY AUNT SAYING THAT MY COUSIN WILL GO INDIA ON THURSDAY TO COMPETE & GO BAHRAIN ON FRIDAY TO COMPETE.






HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN ZHENGYANG!



Haha. Its Tan Zhengyang's birthday today. Gave him a surprise ytd with feini, zhiler, christine, xhiwei & jack & he was so touched till there was tears in his eyes! Haha. Hope you enjoy your day today.



Anyway, supposed to have CIP ytd and all of us were asked to wear casual smart & we ended up wearing as though we are office people. After that, our CIP was to help a YFC group to sell fans and pens and we decided not to help them as its quite weird to sell those things when we awere dressed like office people. So sorry to that YFC group. YFC group reminds me of LIMMINTAO & just to tell your he's coming back next friday! I am so so looking forward because I MISSED HIM SO MUCH! (:

Anyway, back to ytd. After which, we decided to watch movie at cathay and we watched ghost of girlfriend's past. Its a nice show & I am waiting LIMMINTAO to come back to pei me watch THE HANGOVER (: Haha. Anyway. After that headed down to bukit timah to play pool & they decided to go island creamery (p.s I don't really know the spelling) to eat ice cream. I was talking with LIMMINTAO on the phone while on the way there & that jack is really very blur. He asked me to ask LIMMINTAO to come and eat ice cream together & I was like huh? He's in Australia. Then he went like he's in australia?! Can you believe how blur he is? Then after that when we are going to reach that place, zhiler suddenly fell down!!! I am so so sorry that I didn't realise you fell down. So sorry my 10 year bf! ): Anyway, helped her to a seat because she couldn't walk properly. Helped her clean & rub her wound and that girl pull my hair! Okay, I know she's in pain but how can she do that right?!!! But anyway, shall not elaborate more on this incident because I think Zhiler will blog about it. For more details, go to her blog (: But anyway, CHIANGZHILER you better look carefully when you walk okay, this is not the first time already. Take care! (:
After that, all of us went home and changed and meet at zhiler's house downstairs and proceed to light up the candles. It was so fun la! Then we decided to ask feini to trick him come down by giving some stupid excuse and that TANZHENGYANG actually believe! I have got nothing to say. xD & when he come down & saw those candles, I saw his eyes watery one. Haha. I knew he's crying! xD & after that we clean up & went home (:

Today, went to bukit merah library to study alone, hoping that it will be productive & in the end it is. Okay, I complete my physics revision package & marked it & study the lecture notes. Yes, it seems that I didn't complete a lot of things but to me, its alot maybe because what I have studied today really went into my mind? But anyway, Before having lunch with my mum, I was studying at this bench whereby the girl beside me was wearing the pioneer initiate tee & I was so shocked to see a pioneer there. Okay, your must be thinking wearing pioneer initiate tee doesn't mean she's a pioneer. & then she took her notes out & its pioneer notes & she was doing the physics revision package. So I can confirm she's a pioneer. Anyway, My laptop ran out of battery when I finished checking the answers for the physics revision package. I was sitting beside a socket but I couldn't charge my laptop due to 2 selfish china lady who practically charging their laptop for whole of 3 hours. They are not doing their school work or what, they are watching ppstream. Like WTH! Anyway, after my lunch with my mum, I went back to the library to find a place beside a socket to charge my laptop so that I can check my maths revision package answer. Haha. & I saw a very familiar figure & face & guess who is it? LYDIATANG! Haha. Then I went to say hi to her. Haha. She was so shocked to see me. I mean like of course, because I don't live near there but because my mum work near there ma. Then I studied with her & she left first because she got church. She will be going there to study next week which is my plan for next week too. So we decided to meet at there to study together. (: But my kelian zhiler cannot join me because her leg injured. Nvm, you stay at home and study and rest well okay? Take care! (:





Okay. Let's start off with yesterday's class bbq.
It was fun buying and preparing the food with the class peeps (:
Meet zy they all to buy food together and went zy's house to prepare the food.
OMG! Armani is so cute la! But duo duo is cuter (: Or should i say cuttest (:
Haha. Anyway, went zhiler's house to bathe after preparing and headed down to nich's house.
Played some games and started helping out in the bbq-ing.
Had fun and after that all of them were so crazy.
Suddenly say want go christine's house to ton so we went along.
Zhiler came my house to bathe and went to meet jack they all at teck whye market to eat.
After eating, walked to christine's house with xhiwei, jack & zy.
I tell you, jack is so crazy over ghosts.
He keep saying about ghosts la!
After that reach christine's house and started watching bu neng shuo de mi mi.
Her younger brother is mad, he talk as though I knew him for so long.
Anyway, the rest started to play mahjiong while me, zhiler, zy & christine sit down to watch movie.
Played some board games after that & feini went to sleep.
Poor feini, sleep for 1 hour for 2 days only.
I can see she's like so shag nor.
Anyway, played poker with jack they all & jack's seriously mad.
I don't know how to explain it here but he's mad.
Played till about 5 plus & I couldn't tahan anymore so called feini to wake up & we went home.
Zy they all board a cab home and shun bian alight me.
Haha. I was totally like a zombie walking on the streets.
Went home and bathe and went to sleep straightaway.
Woke up at about 12 because Mintao called & here I am chatting with him & zhiler.
Okay, photos will be uploaded soon for the past few day's activities.
Not many photos actually but I am just lazy to upload.
Just continue studying for physics.
1 more week left & I really hope holiday can just extend.
Just by a week or so is better than nothing.
Whatever. I shall stop using the computer so often.



You know what? My mum just asked me this morning whether I am free during the 8 - 10 August because she want to go Genting then there is nothing on those days so I tell her anything and she went to ask her friend book. Then just now come online, weekeat say 4/6'08 class outing on the 9 Aug ): Meaning I can't be able to attend. So sad! Sometimes its just so unlucky.


Haha. There are too many things happening these few days.














Seriously, PW sucks like hell! I hate GPP. My group's idea has been rejected like the second time. Its just the idea only. We have redo the whole thing for 3 times. I seriously do not know how to pass up my EOM draft 1 next week when our group have to redo our GPP again. ):

Okay, on a happier note, something funny happen in class today. I cannot mention it here but those who were there will understand what I am talking about (:

And Friday's GP midyear. Haiz! I guess I am going to fail it. I am just not good at language. ):

And Mintao's coming back in a month's time! (: But.... I am only able to accompany for about 1 week because I am having my MYE when he's in Singapore ):

I really miss you a lot.
Its really hard for us now but I believe we will be able to get over it right?
Don't worry too much about me alright? I will be okay.
But its you I am worried about. You must take care over there.
5 more years and everything will be back to normal.
Thanks for hearing my rants everyday and your understanding.
You gave me the motivation to work hard!
I love you! (:


Okay, I finally have the time to blog again. Life has been passing so quickly that I didn't realise that I only left with about 2 to 3 weeks till the first mid year paper ): I am so not prepared for it. But what to do? That's jc life. Anyway, I am having fun with my classmates even though time flies. Went to bukit timah hill with my classmates for some NE stuff and went playing pool after that. Didn't join them for too long because I was supposed to go out with my parents but end up landing at home, sleeping. xD Okay, then yesterday zhengyang, eugene, thaiyeng and nicholas came my house to do the GPP. Today, Zhiler, Feini and Jack came my house to do homework. Both me and Zhiler complete manage to complete everything except econs. Too lazy to do. Feini complete everything except physics and econs. And of course, jack didn't progress as much as we do but he managed to complete all his chemistry homework. Can you believe it? All thanks to me, Zhiler and feini uh? (: After that, played cards with them awhile before they went to have their dinner. After that, Zhiler called me and I knew its something not good. True enough, she wanted to come to my house with feini to watch a show on channel 8. After that, they went home. Let me tell you this, it was fun li-siaoing jack and feini xD

P.S. Both me and feini is so crazy over the korean liu xing hua yuan. OMFG! (:


Okay, I finally gave the time to blog. Actually, this week is not very busy but I am very lazy to switch on my computer so didn't blog. Sorry about it. Anyway, time flies and May has reached which means June holidays is coming! Okay, it also implies that MYE is also reaching ): Anyway, Let's just don't care about studies for the time being. xD Mintao has went back to Australia and hope he's doing fine over there. Especially when now the H1N1 disease is there. Faster go have your vaccination asap okay! Everyone is worried about you in Singapore especially me! ): Take care dear. And Went over to Jurong point to find my snoopy strap on friday with my mum but didn't manage to find it and instead guess who I saw on that day? YING ZHEN! Okay, maybe your have forgotten about her but she is the my siaocharbo when I was working at westmall. She's now working at Jurong point. Anyway, have a chat and she couldn't recognise me at first. I have to go like " I am the girl working with you in west mall ", she then remember. She's still very funny and still cares alot about her hair still. Yesterday, feini and zhiler came over to do the physics quiz together. I was supposed to meet zhiler at 11.30 am but guess what time I woke up? 11.35 am. I was very shocked and quickly called her to ask her wait for me. SORRY! I don't mean it okay. Then after that came my house to do the physics quiz and that liang fei ni suddenly have the urge to do homework so they stayed at my house to do homework till about 6 plus and we went to eat dinner and came back to do homework till about 9 plus then they went home. My saturday was spent with them, laughing at all the funny things Zhiler is doing. Haha. As usual. Okay, I shall go and do my chem tys if I got the mood. I finish my GP essay anyway! (:



Ler ler, don't emo le okay? its weird to see you emo you know. You are always the happy-go-lucky girl. And please, if you are upset over anything must tell me okay? I everything also tell you but you need me to go ask you you then tell me. 10 years of friendship where can like that one? Right? Take care girl. Just wanna let you know that no matter what, I am just a phone call away or message away alright? (: Love you! (:





CCKSS Speech Day Yesterday! Oh my! Its was fun to meet up with old classmates and snapping pictures together. I am still uploading the pictures to my com. Will upload on my blog when it has finished uploading (:
Went home after school yesterday to bathe and change for Speech Day. Everybody was looking so smart and I thought Kok Yiwen wouldn't come but was quite shocked to see her. It has been like so long since I last saw her. Anyway, everyone started to be very high and starting screaming and shouting at the hall. I guess 4/6 was the noisiest class yesterday. It was great to see most of the classmates and schoolmates once again. (Even though most of them are in pj now) And I realise something this guy name Adam, who is in my school for 4 years but yet I didn't know got this person until yesterday. I am so sorry and I still went up to ask him if he was once a CCKSIAN. Like the right? If he wasn't, why will he be there yesterday? xD Anyway, meet up with all the teachers and after that the class went to westmall to have a class dinner. Oh my! I really miss secondary school life so much even though JC life is good too. Hope that most of us will be able to make it to the Alumni Dinner on the 6th of June. And we are to snap even more pictures! (:
Simply love 4/6'08 (:







Haha. I really wanted to post all the pictures I have taken for the past few months but I am too lazy to do that. (: I promise I will upload it when I don't feel lazy xD Anyway, School was fun and exciting these few days with both ZhiLer and Candice around. And of course 09S19! 09S19 is fun with those people like FeiNi, Christine, TowRong, Zheng Yang, Nicholas, Weekeat & Xhiwei etc. (: Especially that TowRong, never fail to entertain me and Zhiler with his results and his expression (: Suddenly, I just want to say I love 09S19 alot! (: Even though we are still not so bonded as a whole class but I believe part of the class is bonded together (: Even though its quite stress to be in this class, I still love your loads! (: And MINTAO IS BACK!
Really enjoyed myself when he's back but sadly he's going back soon, which is next saturday ): Sorry to my dearest ZhiLer that I couldn't accompany you these 2 saturdays and of she's not angry because being my best friend for 10 years, she understands and she knows that I am spending more time with her than with Mintao! (Oh my! Mintao's going to kill me when he saw this) Anyway, ZhiLer never fail to entertain me and Candice during school right Candice? (: And DOREEN NEO MIN QI! Your school is starting like real soon and when are you free to meet me and ZhiLer for lunch after our lesson? Faster make an appointment with us okay? We are waiting! Okay, I shall go edit my PI again.(:


Sometimes I am just wondering if this is my blog. I couldn't seem to blog whatever I want because whatever I blog here seem to bring a lot of troubles to the people around me. Those who want to know what my blog is talking about because your don't understand can just come to me and clarify. Do not go around spreading when you are not getting the full picture. I want to type out all the names and stuff the people I am refering to but its not convienent.

P.S. Anyway, my mum's family treated me very good and its my dad's family that I am unhappy with.


This post is dedicated to my dearest grandpa so it would be in chinese. (:





公公，一年就这样过去了。明天就是你离开我们正正一年。时间过得很快，那些画面就仿佛像上个月发生的事情。 这一年来，我从这件事学到很多东西。我想不只是我吧，全家人也一样。我更加珍惜和家人相处的时间和我周围的人。公公，其实到现在我还是很想念你但是我不知道如何把这份想念表达出来。唯一能够表达我对你的失念是回到马来西亚的事后。就好像上个星期的时候，我有好多东西想要告诉你。 但是当我跪在你的墓碑前， 我就掉眼泪了也无法把我原本想要说的东西告诉你。 虽然， 我在你的所有孙子方面算是跟你没有很多相处的时间。 但是，这几年跟你住，带给我好多回忆。记得你有一次泡咖啡给我喝， 我想那是我从喝过最香又好喝的咖啡。 公公，关于你的一切， 我会一直放在我的心。 虽然你已经离我们而去， 但是那些所有的回忆不回因此而消失。 我只想告诉你我真的很想念你，真的。


Oh my, there are so much things for me to blog about but little time to spend. I shall update more with stuffs and pictures when I am free! (: Got to go to rush all those overdue tutorials and study for that stupid physics test tomorrow. Oh! No no! Is my FAVOURITE physics test (:


I finally found the place where I belonged to after those years (:


Seriously, I am now very pissed off. You think you are calling the shots in this world and that everyone has to listen to whatever you say. I never hated you so much till now. I know I shouldn't be meddling in this thing but I just felt unfair for her. I was wondering what does friendship mean to you? You appear to have a lot of friends but I believe none of them are your true friends. Its difficult to find a new friend in Jc that you are extremely good with so its best to make a lot of friends in Jc just like her. Seriously, I admire her personality. I just hope things will be better for her.

Okay, now back to life. Oh my, Life has been very busy these few weeks ever since holiday ended. Not going to school tomorrow as I will be going back to Malaysia. I am supposed to wake up at 3 am tomorrow but here am I still blogging at 11 plus. I have got hell lots of homework this weekend and I doubt I could finish it especially GP essay. I am not going to regret stepping into JC again but instead going to work hard. (: Jia you!


Try to stand in my shoes and think, you will understand why I made that decision. I didn't want to but I have no choice. Don't assume that everyone is like you.


HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO ME! (:
OMG! I am like 17 now! So old? ): But anyway, really enjoyed myself alot.
Thanks for those who sent me the greetings! I know the list may be long but please bear with me, I am really thankful to those who wished me. Its the thought that counts not the present. (:
They are:(not according to any order)
LIMMINTAO(:
CHIANGZHILER(GUGU BIRD)
CHINJUAN
CANDICE
JESSICA
ZHUONA
ELAINE
XINYI
YIWEN
HUIYING
BELICIA
LYDIA
FEINI
ZHENGYANG
BOONTAT
KUNYUN
XHIWEI
NICHOLAS
WEEKEAT
WEILUN
MENGKIAT
WEIJIE
JASPER
SHENGKIANG
XIJUN
XIANGLAN
BIQIN
MEIYUAN
JACK
DOREEN
ANGELA
DEXTER
MABBEL

Sorry, If i miss out your names. My whole class actually wished me because they sang birthday song to me. Haha. Thanks alot to these people, they really made my day wonderful (: Mum & Dad brought to Sakura to eat (: Mintao sang birthday songs in both english and chinese to me through skype. xD His singing is awful. But anyway, I enjoyed myself even though I had 3 tests today. ): Once again, THANK YOU! (:



Finally, I am blogging. (: I know my blog is dead but the thought of having to type out what had happened really irks me. But anyway, jc life is quite slack for me and zhiler. xD Oh ya, did I mention me and Zhiler are in the same class? Okay, we are in case your don't know. Zhiler is slacker than me. Don't believe? Ask her yourself. (: Daily routine of life nowadays is webcam with Mintao (: He's even slacker over at Australia because his school only going to start tomorrow. He can still go play soccer and basketball over that. Of course he has a lot of friends now but I forgotten what's his best friend name. xD Anyway, Misses him a lot and he's coming back on the 10th of April! (: I got so many places to go with him but he will only be back for 2 weeks ): That's very sad but its better than nothing. The worst thing is that he is not able to celebrate my birthday with me ): But anyway, its alright (: Yah, and I am going home with jessica like everyday after school. And she will spam me with all her nonsense. Xinyi, I can't believe you can stand her. xD I think jess is going to kill me soon. xD And my dearest zhuona is at shanghai now enjoying her life while her boyfriend nicholas and me is mugging like mad. (Okay, actually the both of us are slacking like mad too) Anyway, cafe seems to be a favourite hangout place for me and zhiler on thursday afternoon because she will always accompany me to wait for jessica. Anyway, life's alright now but it will be even better if mintao dearest didn't went to australia to study ): Can you believe that we can only see each other through webcam? ):


Okay, I know I have been blogging for like don't know how long. Yes, I ended my work at suntec and spend so many crazy time with my dearest jing jing at that place. And I started school and knew my class. Yes, Mintao dearest went to Australia and I am back from Bangkok. Sent Mintao dearest off before catching the plane to Bangkok. I must say I was simply crying like hell. Of course, I couldn't bear to let him go even though everyone is like telling me he will be back in 3 month's time. But just try to think that you can't spend valentines with your boyfriend, can't spend your birthday and his birthday together and for the whole of 3 months you can only see him through webcam and all those stuff. But I believe the both of us will definitely get over this period together right? (: I know he wanted to cry that day but he control his tears really well. You wouldn't want to imagine that me and hy were crying like mad and he was seperated from us by a piece of glass waving goodbye to everyone. I remember that my dad lent me his shoulder and his shirt is like completely wet. I could't deny that till now I am still missing him and wouldn't want to face reality because I am crying when typing this post. Yes, luckily I went to bangkok because shopping over there sort of allow me to forget those unhappiness for that moment.

Dearest, Just want to tell you, do not worry about me, I will be alright (: I know you will be back in 3 month's time and you will definitely not let me down right? I will wait for you to come back (:


Its quite upset to see people writing in their blogs the gifts their parents will be giving them because of their good results. I am not blaming my parents or anything because I know they want to reward me but they couldn't. I was about to cry when my dad told me "Sorry dear, we want to reward you but we couldn't". I cried because I am so touched by my dad's words. My mum told me that my results is the greatest console to her. She can finally be proud of something in the whole family because as compared to my uncles and aunties, my parent's education level and income is the lowest which made the rest look down on them sometimes. I once told my mum that my only motivation to study is to get a job with good salary so that they can get out of those life. I understand why my mum wanted me to go to jc because she wanted me to be nearer to my goals. I don't blame her. I remembered those times when I stayed up to study and she accompanies me. I remembered how worried the both of them were when I stayed in school to study till 9 pm. Those messages my dad sent to encourage me to be strong. I just wanna say thank you to the both of them. I will continue to work hard so that they will never be looked down again. (:


Those lies were the only memories you left for me.


Our love is so strong but yet brittle.

Just woke up and came back from class chalet.
Oh my, I didn't sleep for the whole night can you imagine? Its like my first time okay.
The 6 of us, Laopa, Kenny, Xhiwei, Elaine, Zhuona and me didn't sleep for the whole night.
And guess what's the thing that keep me awake for the whole night?
That is.... MAHJIONG! XD
I suddenly so addicted to mahjiong. (: Haha. Okay. Overall, Class chalet is fun nah.
Thanks people for making it so fun ah. (:

Nana, Sorry for making you drop your tears too. I was actually very shocked when I saw you like this but I can't seem to say any consoling words. Sorry ah. But really thanks for the hug and etc. I know you wanted me to feel better and you really manage to. (:

Elaine, yiwen and huiying, thanks to your too. Your words really enlighten me somehow. Thank you! (:


I caught the wrong signs again.
Why does it happen to me always?


The last day of 2008 and the last post of 2008.

I felt that 2008 had passed very fast and I learnt a lot of things this year. I started my first job this year and studying hard for Os this year. So many things had happened this year for me. I don't know if its a good news that 2008 is ending. It has been a year of mixed feelings. Mostly sadness because of grandpa's death and also many things. However, I have seen my sides of human this year too. I shall not elaborate if not this post will be a very long one. I just wanna enjoy the last day of 2008 with my clique and let 2008 end in a happy way. And of course allow 2009 to start with a happy way too! (:

Dawn is my name
I was born on 13th March 1992, which made me 17 years old this year
Loved
Snoopy, Clique, Zhiler, Doreen, 09S19 & LMT are my love










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Celine
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Daesiree
Dave
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Grace
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Jessica
Jiaxian
Ken
Liyana
Michelle
Minxuan
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Qianyun
Shuyi
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